Recurring dreams; why won't they just go away?

It's been about year since that dreaded phone conversation ended.  If you're reading this, you know what I'm talking about.   Had one of those dreams again last night.  I have no idea why.  It's one of those where you can remember everything.  The frequency has been less and less and since my stop in Japan and then moving out here. I haven't had any in this new apartment until last night.  I don't want to have these dreams anymore.  Waking up to reality is painful, so get the fuck out of my head!!!